I just don’t…

…KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF.

I never did.
And I never will do.

I’ve found this picture today and it cheered me up. A little. I’m feeling sad. And I want my hamster to stop eating her cage. She is hurting herself. Life is just so hard. I feel like crying very often. And sometimes I feel like hurting myself, just like my hamster. That’s so terrible, so sad.