Chocolate and Blood

Torture

I need to study! I have too much to see, too much to do, so little time! And none will-power, zero! As always. I’ll turn off this fucking computer of shit and do what I have to do. I had four fucking free days to do something to my horible life and I did NOTHING. The last day is today. Let’s see what happens.

Home Work?


I just don’t…

…KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF.

I never did.
And I never will do.

Flowers in the window

I’ve found this picture today and it cheered me up. A little. I’m feeling sad. And I want my hamster to stop eating her cage. She is hurting herself. Life is just so hard. I feel like crying very often. And sometimes I feel like hurting myself, just like my hamster. That’s so terrible, so sad.